How delusion and propaganda imprisoned all of us.

childlike fears permeate though cracks along the memories of growing up in the eighties. As brief moments of information laced with a message of control transformed an identity with delusions of defending our soil from all enemies foreign and domestic. All kinds of images poured through the TV, war movies then westerns, all images of white dominance with his fucking gun. as most of the adults drink the kool-aid via movies and news I knew nothing the Federal Reserve,I.R.S. C.I.A. or the other institutions designed to keep the agendas clear of debris.
We the children were allowed to watch programs like GI JOE or James Bond while the adults idolized the " white man who always shot up the place in the name of GOD AND COUNTRY.(I'm talking about the eighties)westerns and war films other warmongering indoctrinating programs were bombarding all of us,don't worry kids they don't harm anyone,they just preserve American interests on foreign soil which is one of the of many lies the media has exposed all of us to .
Mostly this propaganda had been scientifically developed to keep the testosterone flowing, create racial tension, separate us with complicated ideology, teaching us early exposing us to genocidal plans with smiles. Movies and media are bankrolled by the corporate infrastructure designed so when I was of age I would gladly fight to preserve the CORPORATION of THE UNITED STATES way of life. It was almost successful in many ways.
Then Waco happened, I instinctual knew that it was an violation of the governments rights against the citizens who have the freedom to worship however the choose.Without knowing the details since all of the reporting was done by the ones who committed the atrocities which led to the deaths of 74 citizens mostly children under the age of 11 by the hands of FIRE SPRAYING BRADLEY TANKS.Something inside of me had changed, I no longer fully trusted the motives and began to look at everything a little different. That led to my withdrawal of my volunteering for the U.S.Navy ( man, the recruiter was not happy).
I'm guilty of letting false information run rampant within my previous uninformed nieve mind, I knew we are aggressors around the globe thinking it was a race to gobble up everything before the BIG RED MACHINE of the Communist Soviet Bloc.While the First Gulf war and Oklahoma City were covered-up expertly by the media,I was still unfortunately still plugged in enough to be distracted by my own delusion believing the cover story. When 9/11 happened I secretly felt a little admiration for worlds indigenous "third" worlds freedom fighters for having the SACK to strike back at our meddling hands in their affairs. While completely mortified at the victims and families loss, MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU MAY YOU ALL FIND PEACE IN YOUR DAYS. Actually my thoughts are with any human caught in this grand sadistic scheme. ( statistically speaking the major current world governments are responsible for the deaths of 275 million individuals).
After 9/11 I was hooked on C.N.N. my brain was constantly gathering information (albeit all DIS-information all but one source which was Richard Clarke) His was a voice of reason and he got um 10 seconds to warn us of corruption and false flag tactics. I had at the time failed myself yet again believing all of the cover-up lies put in to place designed to confuse the sceptics,until I found the efforts of courageous patriotic AMERICANS for had donated their lives to uncovering the LIES TOLD TO ALL OF US.
The power of a well produced argument weather its an documentary or powerful statement in either print or on the web instantly carves through all of the media bullshit.
My youthful ignorance and delusion allowed me to be distracted so much that I never thought about questioning politics and a multitude of other hypocritical double-think rhetoric. Partly due to the massive early eighties media campaign about the Cold War I was terrified of an nuclear strike from watching shows like "The Day After" (A.B.C.)living next to a international airport at the time I no longer heard commercial airplanes but Inter Continental Ballistic Missiles. To a small ignorant uninformed child that was some scary shit listening to the skies rumbling each night
Indoctrinated into a fear campaign that would poison and corrupt a national"crop"of young hearts and minds everywhere, propaganda has had its way with all of us.
I have walked through doubt,disbelief, humiliation to ultimately triumph in covering tremendous swaths "territory" as I attempt to climb out and over sheer walls of what seems to be an infinite amount of evidence that points to a plot to poison the human experience by a relatively small yet powerfully delusional people.
I'm very grateful to have the freedoms that are currently "awarded" to me, and I realize how unconventional these thoughts are.
Its just that once your able to see outside of this elaborate "Reality" and truly understand that this is all bullshit and we as free persons were promised to banking institutions as debt collateral by the very same people who manipulated all of these events.
I've been trying to unshackle myself and anyone within earshot ever since and trust me the rabbit hole is as jagged and complex as it gets, I would rather bleed out knowing the truth than live in a lie one more second... stay tuned!